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"When the body goes out of the palace gate, that is the dangerous time. That is when people can do bad. There are people who are against adat (tradition). Who are against the palace. Who want change." I know there are guardians again. Prince Rai, the mystic, comes through the gate, his face showing weariness and concentration. He carries a very vicious and strange-looking weapon, like a battle-axe with a serrated knife blade on the top. As a kind of stage-manager of the drama on the unseen level, he is instrumental throughout. The body is borne through the gate in a box covered with white cloth. It is a difficult passage, and tension crystallises the assembled palace community. There is an unbearable putrid odour, and everyone winces. Someone points to the whole piglet run through on a big pole, which is part of the procession, and someone else hurries to bind a plastic shopping bag over it. I guess it doesnt matter if it looks like a rotting piglet or just a nondescript bundle.
"The pedanda shoots five arrows. He shoots the naga, then shoots to the four cardinal points. When the priest shoots the naga with an arrow, that is also a dangerous time." The whole street is packed for more than a kilometre, as the procession to the cremation ground begins. The procession is huge, the whole street is a canyon of people, with a river of life flowing down the middle; noise and music. A dead body at the very centre. "I feel that I do not want to be alone at a time like this. Nobody does. That is why the crowd is so important. We dont want to be sociable either. That is why the noise is so useful." The tower is careening here and there. Men are holding the white cord that leads it, being sprayed by a fire hose. Laughing. The whole group is veering left and right. People are shouting. The pedanda is calm amidst it, riding high on the platform. Some people try to make small talk, and it drops like rotten fruit falling from a tree. People are smiling and laughing. Some are serious, some philosophical, some tense. The mixture of emotions is indecipherable. All the emotions of life are here. It all passes by, leaving an empty road littered with lost shoes and sandals; mute and banal. The procession is gone and I am numb. I sit down, overwhelmed, never sure what to do. There is a plan, but it is not from planning, and no one knows quite what it looks like. Nothing can be planned precisely; like a mans life and death. I will go now to the cremation ground. Other foreigners keep asking me what is going to happen, what time does it start? and other logical questions. I cant tell them, no one can. It started before the dead prince was born. No one needs to know the plan. This is manifest in the way the family always seems to group in particular places. The feeling groups them, not a plan. What happens is evident, and your feeling leads you to be in the right place at the right time; at your place in the structure of things. Text and photos by K. Susilawati.
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